Monday, October 30, 2006,1:52 pm
yeaapps .plan to stay awake all night . FAILED .haiis . feel reaall badd about breaking my promise to ben ):everything was goood .but i fell asleeep as sooon as my alarm rang .then by the time i woke up . already 7 plus .half of me wanted to chiong all the way there .the other half pulled back .sorry ben ):i'll definitely make it up !have to thank timothy t0o .my new self-esteem b0oster & motivational speaker ! haas .yeaapps . but really .thanks alot .though i still feeel like a suckish friend .you seem to be able to understand me. though we only know each other a few weeks . haas (:yeaapps . then actuually thought of going to his church t0o .but decided to go with mum they all instead .we went to farFAR places . haas .tiong bahru . beach road .then back to toa payoh . haas .in the endd . we couldnt find what we were looking forr . diaoos .then . we all practically spent every other free time watching the goong .lol . even qiang watch xDwe were all quarrelling over the characters . haas .have you ever had the feeling of helplessness ?seeing the people you love getting hurt over and over .there's so much you want to do to help.but youu just dont know HOW .im afraid i will say the wrong things .or make the matter worse than it already is .so yeahh .sorry juuliia .i know i havent been able to help you much ):another example of what a SUCKISH friend i am can .
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